Queen mother

It has been a few years since you've passed.

It's been a few years since I've truly laughed. You gave me so much in life.

yet loosing you still cuts like a knife./ I pray to the lord for strength to make it through the day.

Oh mother how long to hear your voice, taste your delicious food./ even get yelled at by you when your in a foul mood./

You taught me so many lessons about life and pride.
Oh mother how I long to be by your side.

As long as I remain here I'll live life to no end./ make every day count, and all memories last./
I'll be every bit of the man you raised me to be.

I'll tackle all life's challenges with courage, stand tall, and will not flee.

I'll smile every day and remain strong because that is how I know you would want it to be.

Written in (2009 for Queen Rosa Lee Allen feb 14 1954-April 17-2007)

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© 10/20/10 HLH

You never

You never gave me a chance to love you./

You never let me how you how hard I'm willing to fight for you./


I'd concede that I was wrong even though we both new I was right.


I was faithful and loyal to no end./


A great lover ./


An excellent friend./


It saddens me that I could not make you mine./


I respect your decision and wish well in your new life./


Just remember, If he ever mistreats you./ You know where I'll be.

You'll never have to ask for anything all my love is free./

I'll be here for you though bright skies or stormy weather.

Will I ever leave your side?

No. never.

copyright. 10/20/10 HLH



 

"conquer"

I feel the sun's rays beaming on my face.

I long for the day when I can leave this place.

I let my thoughts mist freely like the morning dew.

Inhale freedom, exhale blue.

I know I have a calling yet I see no clear path.

I want to chase it desperately, but also elude failure's wrath.

I want to quaff the sweet nectar of victory.

Silence all that is negative and force them to listen to me, and solve life's mystery.

Then fade softly into lateness, all the while believing and fighting for greatness.

copyright 10/19/10 HLH

My disobidient heart

Told you to stay cold but you burned wildly.

I told you to be still because she didn't matter.

Yet you would not stay still and you shattered.

I mended you over a dozen times.

Why can't you be logical like my mind?

You want what you can not have.

To be blissful, carefree, all the time and never sad. my heart.. oh how you sway me.

Life would go so much smoother if you would obey me.

copyright 10/19/10 HLH

renewed

My soul was broken, battered and bruised, My energy was drained and all my reserves were completely used.

Try and try as I might; I just couldn't muster the strength to fight.

I stand here a broken man now; I see no clear victory in sight.

I cry out loud and beg for mercy but there is no one who'll hear my plight.

There's nothing to save me from life's awesome might.

Just when it's looks the bleakest I stand fast and pray, Then I witnessed all the darkness around me slowly fades into day.

My strength has returned so fleeting and new. I am omnipotent now brazen and true.
I no longer fear life's awesome wrath. I am reforged and on a new path.

I am revitalized, reborn reshaped.

I AM RENEWED!
copyright 10/19/10 HLH

kill yourself

I'm tired of everything being my fault.

I'm not to blame so why do you want me to feel shame.

Your projecting hate on me for something I did not do.

Don't point the finger at me.

Turn it around and point it at you.

I'm very sorry you feel this way about me.

I've done nothing wrong to you.

I am not the enemy.

I will not keep apologizing for this deed.

I also have feelings.

I too have needs.

So go ahead and hate, roll your eyes,scream, stomp, and ,moan
I'll speak to you again when you feel like acting grown.

Until then.

Leave me the fuck alone!!!

copyright 10/18/10 HLH

let me

Let me heal your broken heart.

Let me mend the wounds that were left behind from agony's dart.

Let me ease your weary mind.

I'll brush away all your tears.

I'll protect you from all your fears.

place your hand over my heart and feel how purely it beats.

It beats slowly, steady and true.

If you let me.

It will only beat for you.

copyright 10/18/10 HLH