I got me.

You don't see the bigger picture.

You can't grasp my motives.

Your oblivious to my methods.

When you look at me and listen to me all "you" see is madness.

You think I'm a nut.

A weirdo... big time.

You counted me out in your mind and left me for dead.

Well I'm here to let you know that you can go on and go right ahead.

Stay over there with your doubt and distain towards me.

I don't live for your cheers and I'll never cry over your boos.

I don't need your approval or accpetance.

Its really alright if you think I'm extra, basic, or way over the top.

I don't live for you.

I live for me and I'm never going to stop.

So stay in your box and keep on silently judging me like you've been doing from the jump.

I promise you I don't care.

I never needed you.

I'll never be in need of you.

I expect nothing from you.

If I have to walk alone for the rest of my days than that's alright by me.

If anybody in the world's going to have my back it'll be me.

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Poetry for all occasions ™️.

HLH 10/29/20

Stand firm

Staring into the abys while being  unphased by its ominous depths.






It once frightened me now it intrigues me.

I was wondering if I could power through it.

I'm curious to see if I can overcome it.

I want to face it head on.

I want build myself up so that I can rise above it.

I don't have any strategy planned.





I don't have my angle of attack figured out.





I haven't plotted my course.

I don't know whether I should plunge right in or take my time.

I don't know if I should calculate it down to the last detail or move on instinct without thinking anything of it.

I know one thing for certain.

I will not run from it.

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HLH©2/7/2020

  

Compass

I'm reaching for the stars.

I'm reaching for hope in this desolate place.

I'm trying to put a smile on a grim face.

It's hard to see the light sometimes.

Pitch black darkness can make you nearly go blind.

I try to keep my inner torch lit so I can navigate through the mist.




I try to keep my head up so I don't  drown in the abyss.

Sometimes it seems like theirs no bottom to the murky depths of sorrow.

Then I still my nerves and remember.... Their always tomorrow.

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HLH1 10/24/2019©