I want to get closer but I have to fall back.
I can't be too close to you.
I can't make full contact.
You throw me out of alignment.
When ever I'm near you the energy is never quite right.
My nevers become a quiver.
My neck hairs stand on end.
The words you speak fills me with saddens.
No judgement on how you choose to carry yourself.
That's just who you are.
It might actually be me that requires the help.
Never the less I must preserve myself.
I must keep my calm and maintain my focus at all cost.
If I continue to keep being around you I will be completely lost.
I love you and believe me this hurts but I must choose me first.
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HLH©️ 8/6/21
